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Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Blind.. but that's ok (maybe)

this morning was one of those days.  You know, the ones that just get off to a wacky start that you're not sure its worth taking another step, unless its back to bed.   Actually.  It wasn't just one of those days, it was worse.  For reason yet to be determined, I just had a hard time coping with the dog moaning, the mad rush to be sure I has soccer stuff ready.  lunch.  coffee. Homework lines up for after school. and 4 nuggets running around doing things young nuggets do in the morning before school.

Driving to work I tried to reflect.  Didnt get any divine answers, none that I could detect anyway.  But did have the thought that "hey this has been a rough start, BP is high, and I'm stressed to the max already and I'm barely away from the house before work.  I must be trying to swim upstream.  Or across the current.  Whatever it is, I'm not swimming WITH the current downstream."

thought about the post from the other day.  Wonder what it is that I'm not seeing this morning.  What is clouded from my view.  Hidden beyond the stress, the dog yelping, and everything else that started me off behind the eight-ball.   Since I didnt get the divine inspiration, I figured.  Ok how do I trust.  How do I just go with this, and ride the chaos and the stress.  Dunno.  But decided to just drink some coffee, turn up the Harry Potter audiobook in the car, and see where the day went from there.  All in all, it went quite well considering the rocky start.  Tomorrow promises to be even more of a challenge, but we know for months that this week would be rough.  Almost through it.


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