So I followed the block of cheese

all around the maze for months only to run into a bunch of boobie traps and then brick wall! What does it all mean? I ask myself. I am being swallowed this week with doubt and confusion. One dead end leads to another and another and another. I am lost and can't find my way out. This project I am doing was suppose to be such a great thing is like a broken vase in the store, I am left trying to piece together something that was wonderful into some semblance of success. Getting a SS# for K was suppose to be simple, but due to some translation confusion, might not be obtainable for quite some time. Anyone want to fly back to DRC and get a new BC for us??? I am trying to plug holes in the dam but can't keep up with the rate at which they are appearing. Add a school full of sterotype dressed up indians and a e-mail blast about how the first Thanksgiving was so wonderful with everyone playing games in harmony and I think I am going to barf. I said I would follow You blindly, and here we are, but where is here??? I followed the cheese, but where is the door? All i see is a wall and behind that, another wall, and another.....what am I missing?